song of blog

我总是很爱在别人的blog上听歌...

数我最喜欢的...

非俺命莫属...

他的blog上每一首歌...

我都很喜欢...

原因来自于他的音乐并无分种类...

他的blog总可以让我觉得比较轻松...

即使再多的人看不起他...

他还是非常的坚强活在网络的世界里...







他说以前是一名很丑的人...

但是出了城市，开始发现谁也可以从丑小鸭变天鹅的...

现在的他是多么的出名...

但人就是犯贱的...

他看起来越是那么完美无缺...

人就是越想把他的缺陷给找出来...

真的想拥有他的勇气啊～～～







也许是我的喜好太奇怪于我朋友...

我从他们身上找歌可说是挺容易的...

但要从我身上找歌还真的很难呢～

原因其实不多...

我的手机里有的大多是： 视觉系，pop,rock,k-pop,日文，泰文，法文，俄罗斯，techno和其他的语言歌曲....

最近我在俺命的blog里发现了两首歌曲我很喜欢...

既简单我觉得很舒服....

i think this was feel like so weird...
and i nothing wanna write now...
cause im so moody right now...

still a raining day

actually i want go to school today...
but so sorry...
i lated...
and i already promise friend going to school...
XD

when i wake up...
already 11:49 am...
and i remember i have to go tuition...
after wake up i go take a bath...
today no make up and dressed so well~
cause just for tuition la...

when im reach miharja waiting turtle them...
wait around 30 mint or more~
just saw them...

we meet up i just only knew they dont want go tuition...
what i can do?
so just follow...

reach pudu...
we go eating...
because all havent eat...
after 1~2 hours we just pay money and planning where we go later....

hmm...
we go tuition there online...
but no go in class...
because no one wanna go...

i have talk with friend...
this just like we burning parent money....
but...
i think cant like this anymore...
must have to study study study!!!

now the thing i only can do is: study at home alone....


the rain is big...
till now...
it havent wanna stop...

feel is nice~
no reason...
maybe raining can make some mood up...
XD

no feel raining day

today was raining...
but it just for a while...
my mood was follow it...
when i reach to school...
walk in class...
sit back my place..
i feel nothing...

when i wanna settle those problem i feel scare and mind them...
after talk... i feel nothing more important...
hmm...
maybe they will find this blog...
but i just wrote down something i feel and i cant keep it in my heart....
and today i must to say sorry with a classmate...
but i feel maybe i say sorry also is no use...
because he think my attitude not well with him...
so...
dont mind anymore...
i just say sorry with u and im just dont know why i will saying that...

and today i only know something so important....
everyone in the world was wearing a mask to face everyone...
some will do not agree me...
but im agree with my other friends...
and thanks they so much...
im fine now...
no bother...
no worry...
no scare...
just be myself again...

after school...
i wanna go home...
but friends wanna me accompany them to eating lunch...
so...
i just following....
but next day i need to go pudu one more time...
cause i got a tuition class...
but hope the tuition wont cancel...
because this month i only got go there for few times...
and i think im burning my parent money?
they hope me go tuition for my examination can get a nice result and go for a nice school...
hmm...im only can say...i try my best...

after raining must a have rainbow
it not come from the sky...
it just come from my heart...
where's the place i can hide under a rainbow?

tell me the true please?

hahaha...
i make my self to smile and laugh...
but cant...
because i feel im a stupid!!
why i feel like a stupid?
because of u, friend...
i think after today all will become like we knew and better than last week ...
but when im saw your blog..
i feel so sad and im really really a stupid!!!

the fact is i really need trust u...
my really best best friend..
i should not trust them more...
especially she!!
i think settle not mean we argue...
we just talk...
maybe is my sound is lounder and u hear like i want argue with u...
but no!!!
this not what i want!!

why u dont say it at school?
why u wanna say at blog?
okay...
u got say u can write what u want in your own blog...
but i really never think out u will wrote like this...
your mean is im not mature?
im still like a kid?
i think escape is more like a kid!!
we all just want to face to face!!

i also feel tired with u all...
till the end...
we still got chat...
but when i saw your blog...
i just feeling im like a stupid...
maybe u know i will view your blog...
or u just want to post out your feeling...
but it totally hurt me till i want to cry again...

this settle is no worth to u and me?
cant save back our friendship?

okay...
we just same as last week...
we still sit at in front...
we still chat with u all...
but i wont treat u like when i want save our friendship...
because u are hurt me right now...
u think today those we do just like a circus show...
u feel this is no use!!
u feel this is a joke!!
tell me please...
u still want be friend with me?

i want know the true...


but i know u wont tell me forever....

let it start..
let it over...
let it rest....
let it go...

i feel tired to u...
this friend.....
good bye for our old friendship....

let the 4 years friendship become a history...
thanks for u got treat me as a real friend before when we knew both...
maybe the first year friendship is true...
maybe is maybe...

the thing b4 we wanna settle (20/06/09)

we think we come from same world....
b4 u wrote we come from different world...
i nvr think u will wrote like this...
yup...
i ask u help me buy once or maybe twice or more....
but i nvr do like u...

even we no topic to chat...
i think we still can say HI~
but no...
u act we not here...
so what can we do?


y saying like tat?
i dint mean tat u all fault!
i mean y u dun come settle?
those is u do so dun settle?
if not come la!!
u onli noe write those thing in internet and ur blog..
who start the thing?
u wan noe?
as u say..
we dun noe u all thing
we keep say nothing...
bt we nvr give u see our face wor...
and we nvr wanna sit back also...
y wanna sit back?
u also dun noe where's the problem??
the problem is start from u nvr caring us...
u sure u got treat us like a fren?
how about last monday?
we dint chat with u all??
we give u face in tat time?
den tuesday?
u got detect anything?
no!!!
wednesday?
u still dun noe...
if u detect that thing we wont sit in front!!!!
thursday...
i always remember tat day wat u all do for my fren!!!
push the table to maybo?
beat fish as a joke?
say me?
u 5 bully 1...
the 1 is kar yee.....
no???
u sure tats no true??
friday...
im going to skul...
wat he say?
elicia diu nia ma...
he got say sorry?
tats a joke?
today she got come...
i give she face....
wat face u give me?
i nid ur face?
u face can do anything??
i hate those u all do...
and u all act like dun noe...
y?
this is fren?
as ur blog saying?
im feel so hurt at all...
the most sad is come from u...
its true..
y will change like this?

如果你们这么讲的话
我们也一样可以啊～
我们也没动到你条毛啊?
那你们的也弄到好像是我们的错啊？
我们会变两组有人想的吗？
那你也想下啦！！！
我们坐在你们旁边也是听你们说的咯！！
难道我们不认识的人也一定要去问你？？？
如果我们每次都是这样问你，你会爽吗？？
讲啦～
我有说过不听你们说TB的东西吗？
我不知道什么是TB吗？？
拜托！！！
你之前不是不喜欢的吗？？！！
我们也不一定只是认识男生朋友的好不好？？
我们也认识很多女生和TB啦！！
只是我们没必要特地说到我们也是喜欢认识女生和TB朋友的吗！！！
我们是没什么好说啊～
但是你们的每一句话我们都觉得好恐怖咯！！！
话中有话的！！！
我们也认识你很久啦～
我们也不知道你的性格吗？？？
如果这样算朋友的话～
那去问问别人吧！！！
有谁认为这叫朋友？？？？
你要我们帮忙买饭是因为你们不想下去楼下买和想吃！！
你跟我们借东西是因为你没有却需要用到！！！
如果借了东西和买了饭给你们，过后一句话也没说也叫朋友谁相信？
你们有想到我们吗？？？
不然我再排一次那些位置给你们坐看看啦～
如果你们每天都这样坐也觉得没问题的话那你们继续坐下去啦！！！！
我们有给脸色你们看吗？？
是谁开始的？？？？
是谁说话有骨的！！
是谁开始做小动作的？？？？
如果拿朋友的姓名来开粗口玩笑也算的朋友的话～
来啦～
叫他过来讲多一次！！！
我再和他开一样的玩笑啦！！！
来到学校大家也是差不多罢了嘛！！
和你们说话也回答一两句～
我们搬去坐
1.perdagangan老师的字有多大你自己也很清楚！！
2.你们就坐在风扇底，我们就坐在靠近门边的地方！！
你们左边明明有那么多位却不要移过去！！
难道我们开口说你们移过去点你保证她不会不爽？？？？
你觉得好笑我们也觉得很好笑！！
那你们也请检查下自己写过什么啦！！
是你们不要和我们开口说话的～
那我们也不要开口啊～
你自己在msn写过什么你自己清楚！！
要我下出来给你对下吗？
我只是说过： 要请面对面说 不要做小动作 要吵我一点奉陪！！
喂～～～～
昨天你自己写过什么你忘记了啊？？？
是你们不要和我们谈的！！！
是你们写不在乎的!!
好笑咯！！！！
你们也是用什么态度哦？？？
我们没叫人去死咯～
是谁说死开啦～～～！！！！！
你还记得吗？？？
我们想谈也不能啦～～
你们都说了要吵嘛！！！！
我们也没说我们是对的～～
要谈你们又说不想谈～～～！！
我们也没扮好人！！！
我们要解开任何误会所以叫你们来谈～
但是却一直说不要！！没人想和你谈！！！
我们是贱人？？？
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！
你们就是贱人的祖先咯！！！！
我们有做过什么？？？
你也说啦？？？
你和他感情好管我们什么事？？？？
我们搞过什么你也讲出来啊？？？
如果是真的话～
那请你们叫他重复一次啦～
我们乱想？
你肯定？
你们没有乱想？
你们肯定？
我们也想做回朋友啊～～
是谁开始的？？？
你要的东西～
我一定要给你？？？
那我呢？？？
我们没有要搞到更严重！！！
所以我才说有事面对面～～～～！！
但是你们却一直逃避！！！！
没有吗？？
是你们说不要谈的！！！
你们也一直说无所谓啊～
你们说的东西不过分吗？
如果我们不想和你们继续做朋友的话～
我为什么说面对面讲清楚？？？
那是谁先说朋友烂的？？？
你想清楚啦～
如果你有时间在网上写这么多～
请你们站出来讲清楚～
为什么不要面对面？？
是你们一直要保持有误会的！！！
我们想解开误会！！
你们却说：我不想谈！！没人想和你谈！！就是要和现在一样！！
喂～～～～
这是你们说的啊！！！

this the 1st i want tell them..(19/06/09)

hey i feel so wonder u all
u say hope we can become like before we knew both
but now u make it change
we try to settle and abide u
the fact and something u do was telling us
u are so terroble
why
izizt we look like very good for bully?
we no keep any secret
but u

u can 100% say u never keep secret in front of us?
when we asking u are u unhappy or anything make u feeling dissatisfaction?
but u lie
u say u feel nothing
u say u no unhappy
u try to keep ur mouth shut
and u try to hide the problem
please
open ur mouth and say it out
but y u choose to keep it as a secret
dun talk
dun settle
if really is our fault
we gland to talk with u all
but y u dun?
u scare?
or those thing is come from u?
hey
please format and

what u do for us
so what we do for u also
dun just write those word in ur msn personal msg
u look like what know?
a small kids!!
only know how to escape!!